Hey!

             Well...I haven't written in a month,time sure does fly. I had a busy month (for once in my life), so my mind was elsewhere. Not that I ever stop thinking about writing, but I couldn't get my thoughts together in a coherent way to post anything on here. Now I have pretty much nothing to do for the rest of the school year (Besides looking for a job...erm), so I am doing what I have set out to do for the past 21 months-write a book-WAHOO. You're probably thinking "She definitely did not write enough on here to create an actual book". To which you are right, but I started writing this about a year before I had the blog (As you can see when I said 21 months). Although I don't exactly love what I wrote almost two years ago, I'm still going to attempt at using it and tweaking and editing it until I actually like it again. 
             Plunging into this is slightly terrifying for me, but I'm also really excited to do it. I am not backing out of it this time, there is no reason to. It's strange how writing has been the only thing I've never been afraid that I was wasting my time on. Even if I write this entire book, exactly the way I want it, and absolutely nothing happens with it, I'm still going to be so happy with myself for actually going through with creating it. Even I am surprised by that statement. I'm not afraid of failure when it comes to this, probably because I'm so young, and probably because me doing it in itself would be an accomplishment. I just can't not try. I won't allow myself. It's nice to have something that I feel so strongly about, that I'm not afraid of the hurt I might endure by putting all of myself into this and failing. In the end, this can only be good for me. It can only improve myself as a writer in every way. I see it as a success regardless, as long as I go through with creating it from start to finish. So if you'd like to help me out (<33333) then please please please feel free to email me (Allisono08@yahoo.com) and tell me about yourself, and your life. Your dreams, passions, fears, dislikes, as little or as much as you want. I've already been able to meet and talk to some incredible and inspiring people thanks to this blog and my twitter account, and I'd really love to hear more about you guys. I'd appreciate it so so so much, and it'll just take 5 minutes.  I never wanted this book to be something that was only from my point of view, so I've tried to do as much appropriate "research" (You can barely call it that.) as possible. I'll still do posts on the blog, but they'll probably be less frequent. As if it can get any less frequent than not posting for a month...ha.
          So that was my rant about this "book" I'm writing. Let's see how this goes...
          Much love to you all.