I understand nothing.

              Finding a boyfriend seems to be the more difficult than getting a perfect score on the SAT's. And I don't understand why. All of these STUPID teenage couples are running around happily,and I want to strangle them for their good luck. I hate them. I WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM.
         I know you're not supposed to look for happiness in a boyfriend,blah blah blah, I get it. Finding happiness in someone else isn't the way to find happiness. But it would just be nice if I could have one. Why can't I have one? I feel like i'm just un-dateable. Simple as that. I don't even understand what i'm supposed to do. Harass all of my friends to see if they have any cute boys for me? Get drunk so some guy will hook up with me, or dress more suggestively to get boys' attention? I'm not subjecting myself to any of that, i'm not sacrificing my dignity for this shit.
            I don't care if i'm young and I have my entire life to fall in love, I have never been a patient person and I want it now. Saying i'm too young is not the right answer, because if all of these other people can have boyfriends, I am allowed to have one too. The High School dating world is like the phrase "The rich get richer and the poor get poorer" The girls who have boyfriends will continue to get them in a steady stream, and the girls who don't will continue to get nothing. These girls will never have to worry because they will have someone to say "I love you _______ AAF" on their facebook status again, less than 72 hours after their first break up. No big deal.